the beauty of friendship and love...

I was called out to write this entry last night when someone eagerly urged me to update my blog entry (it's not that i don't want to update, it's just that i don't have time to do so..huhu).. yup so many things had happened in my life ..as usual.. but above all those things.. these miraculous words; friendship and love, have always tied me to the ground and put me back into pieces no matter what had happened to me. i always believe, when it comes to love and friendship, these can happen to anyone regardless of their status and age..you can be a very close-knit buddy to others even if u only knew them for seconds and vice versa. the power of love can transmit your brain that love is boundless and its uniqueness when being transferred into friendship or any relationship can make you conquer the world..i always adore those who always cherished their love or friendship with endless support, determination, faith and understading towards each other. they added the value of their life with these astounding elements and make their day far more better worth living each day. one can find strength and faith when they treasure these vigorously words.. so many things can be changed if we broaden our minds and try to view things on the brighter side..

when you believe in these two words..this world will be a better place and it's not impossible!

no boundaries.....

i fell in love with this song from the first time i listen to it..words are so beautiful..this is dedicated to those who always have strong determination and belief in enduring this challenging life...you are what you want to be and there's always ways to get there as nothing can daunt your step!

no boundaries!

Seconds hours so many days

You know what you want but how long can you wait

Every moment lasts forever

If you feel you’ve lost your way

And what if your chances are already gone

Started believing that I could be wrong

But you gave me one good reason

To fight and never walk away

So here I am still holding on!

Cause every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe its harder to believe

You’ll make it through the pain

Weather the hurricane

To get to that one thing

Just when you think the road is going nowhere

Just when you almost gave up on your dreams

They take it by the hand and show you that you can

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

I fought to the limit

To stand on the edge

What if today is as good as it gets

Don’t know where the future’s heading

But nothings gonna bring me down

I’ve jumped every bridge and I've heard every lie

I risked being safe but I always know why

I always know why

You can go higher

You can go deeper

There are no boundaries

Above and beneath you

Break every rule 'cause there’s nothing between you and your dreams.....

With every step you climb another mountain

Every breathe it's harder to believe

You make it through the pain

Weather the hurricanesto get to that one thing

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

There are no boundaries

when u don't know what is right and what is wrong

i faced this situation quite a few times for the past 3 weeks. first, i went to a meeting of item building for SPM trial in Klang when at the same time, i was assigned to be the personnel in charge for Tcer's Day celebration. i did attend the meeting anyhow. every sinlge minutes of the meeting, i can't stop my mind from thinking what had happened to my students which i have assigned to cover my responsibility as the tcer in charge for the celebration. my other side was also keep reminding me that, i have done a big part by sacrificing lots of things, just to attend the meeting and prepare the finest quality of questions for the sake of of my own nation.but i can't resist the guilt which keeps lingering in my soul until i come back to school.then, another unfortunate event happened when someome has broken into my room and stole 2 hpones which belong to my students and a camera of mine. i was not that affected by the lost of my camera but i am surrouned by the guilt of not being a good guardian for my students' belonging.in fact i always face this kind of situation in my daily life. when a student of mine response to me in inapropriate manners, my conscience will automatically warned me not to get carried away with their childishness.sumtimes i did get emo with these things as i am not that perfect human which can face all these things patiently enough..i did feel so tired but nothing much i can do to ease it except to keep motivating and reminding myself the purpose of my existance there...i know i still have a very long journey to edure and i always pray that God will always keep me in my bestest condition so that i can carry the responsibilites wholeheartedly...

suatu malam yang indah....

there is no purpose for me to write this entry. just a mere escapism of the hectic events i have gone through few months back. lot of things going on tho...i cant even concentrate myself to my family, my friend and the worse is to myself..fyi, for the time (11.58p.m) being i am waiting to endure another routine ; which is INSTANTLY exist as i carry the responsibility of a teacher, or to be exact a multitask(if only i could find another word to replace this word! suria help me!) teacher. it's not that i'm not satisfy with my current situation, but sumtimes i get tooooooooo tired of everything. i don't even have time for my meal (dont get me wrong folks, i managed to maintain my weight..hehe..)..emph..conclusion is, A SHIFT can be sumtin goo or bad depending on how u control the situation. the life is urs, so u determine it! tibe2 lak..till then!

if the road not taken..

when i was sitting blankly i front of my pc, this thought came across my mind..what if the road is not taken..i always remind myself to be the best i could be in whatever i do..sometimes it did across my mind.. what if things i have done is not right for me..what if things i have done is not meeting others' need..what if things i have done is not satisfying everyone...what if i cannot carry this responsibility anymore.. those prudence will always be apart of me as long a i live..but i always belief that God has His own plan for He will not test us for things we cannot endure..

THE CALLING..haha

Hey peeps! I really need a rest I guess. Being so occupied with my endless school’s responsibility (guess that I have become one of my principal’s reliable figure! Ting2!) I’m not so sure whether I am dedicated or forced to be soooo into my career. Let’s have a sneak preview on what I have gone through and will go through:

• 12-16 Feb 09 –

A national leadership course at SBPi K.Tganu (at least I got the chance to meet Suria that day! Yay!)

• 18 Feb 09 - School’s Sports Day (the sun’s ray had jovially burnt my skin!)

• 19 – 21 Feb 09 – Benchmark Visit to K.L (most of the teachers will be involved)

• 26-28 Feb 09 – Prefect’s leadership course in Perlis

(I know it will be tiring! Demmm!)

• March – leadership course, Penang - debate competition…

The list goes on actually…but I’m too tired to state the place I will have to go throughout this year. Yep I will be scattering over the country throughout this year! Yaaaaaaaaayyyy!!!! (in an exhausted tone…)

p/s: Jip, I’ll be going to SEMESTI in the early of April!

tale of a bird and a hill

Last night, when I was watching Majalah 3; the report was on the ramification of Israel attack on Gaza, the thought of how atrocious man could be keep enduring my mind as the show went on. The damages to human and environment are innumerable which has led to a lifetime ordeal. Numerous aids have been delivered to the region with the hope it can alleviate the Palestinians burden. The infuriate world’s community has done the best in their own way to save the land. The question is, have we done our best to save our brother in Gaza? Maybe we don’t know the right channel to deliver or show our concern. Or maybe we don’t even give a damn on what is happening around the world. Okay, enough of the intro. Last month, when I was lazily resting in front of the TV, I accidentally switched the channel to Al-Kuliyyah, which was discussing on the boycott issue on U.S and Israel due to the attack. The anecdote has caught my attention to stick to the show. On of the panel said that, during Rasullah S.A.W. age, there was a small bird, flying on its regular, saw a burning hill. The bird, with its small beak, repeatedly carried water from the nearest river to clear out the fire. The determination showed by the bird made me realized that the least we can do to help our brother in Gaza is by boycotting U.S and Israel. Yes, I use to say, it will not give any effect even if I boycott the criminals. But, now I understand, by giving a little contribution, it will make the world a better place to live. Sometimes, we don’t have to become a hero to be a hero. Do it in our own way and let us save the innocent!