suatu malam yang indah....

there is no purpose for me to write this entry. just a mere escapism of the hectic events i have gone through few months back. lot of things going on tho...i cant even concentrate myself to my family, my friend and the worse is to myself..fyi, for the time (11.58p.m) being i am waiting to endure another routine ; which is INSTANTLY exist as i carry the responsibility of a teacher, or to be exact a multitask(if only i could find another word to replace this word! suria help me!) teacher. it's not that i'm not satisfy with my current situation, but sumtimes i get tooooooooo tired of everything. i don't even have time for my meal (dont get me wrong folks, i managed to maintain my weight..hehe..)..emph..conclusion is, A SHIFT can be sumtin goo or bad depending on how u control the situation. the life is urs, so u determine it! tibe2 lak..till then!

if the road not taken..

when i was sitting blankly i front of my pc, this thought came across my mind..what if the road is not taken..i always remind myself to be the best i could be in whatever i do..sometimes it did across my mind.. what if things i have done is not right for me..what if things i have done is not meeting others' need..what if things i have done is not satisfying everyone...what if i cannot carry this responsibility anymore.. those prudence will always be apart of me as long a i live..but i always belief that God has His own plan for He will not test us for things we cannot endure..

THE CALLING..haha

Hey peeps! I really need a rest I guess. Being so occupied with my endless school’s responsibility (guess that I have become one of my principal’s reliable figure! Ting2!) I’m not so sure whether I am dedicated or forced to be soooo into my career. Let’s have a sneak preview on what I have gone through and will go through:

• 12-16 Feb 09 –

A national leadership course at SBPi K.Tganu (at least I got the chance to meet Suria that day! Yay!)

• 18 Feb 09 - School’s Sports Day (the sun’s ray had jovially burnt my skin!)

• 19 – 21 Feb 09 – Benchmark Visit to K.L (most of the teachers will be involved)

• 26-28 Feb 09 – Prefect’s leadership course in Perlis

(I know it will be tiring! Demmm!)

• March – leadership course, Penang - debate competition…

The list goes on actually…but I’m too tired to state the place I will have to go throughout this year. Yep I will be scattering over the country throughout this year! Yaaaaaaaaayyyy!!!! (in an exhausted tone…)

p/s: Jip, I’ll be going to SEMESTI in the early of April!

tale of a bird and a hill

Last night, when I was watching Majalah 3; the report was on the ramification of Israel attack on Gaza, the thought of how atrocious man could be keep enduring my mind as the show went on. The damages to human and environment are innumerable which has led to a lifetime ordeal. Numerous aids have been delivered to the region with the hope it can alleviate the Palestinians burden. The infuriate world’s community has done the best in their own way to save the land. The question is, have we done our best to save our brother in Gaza? Maybe we don’t know the right channel to deliver or show our concern. Or maybe we don’t even give a damn on what is happening around the world. Okay, enough of the intro. Last month, when I was lazily resting in front of the TV, I accidentally switched the channel to Al-Kuliyyah, which was discussing on the boycott issue on U.S and Israel due to the attack. The anecdote has caught my attention to stick to the show. On of the panel said that, during Rasullah S.A.W. age, there was a small bird, flying on its regular, saw a burning hill. The bird, with its small beak, repeatedly carried water from the nearest river to clear out the fire. The determination showed by the bird made me realized that the least we can do to help our brother in Gaza is by boycotting U.S and Israel. Yes, I use to say, it will not give any effect even if I boycott the criminals. But, now I understand, by giving a little contribution, it will make the world a better place to live. Sometimes, we don’t have to become a hero to be a hero. Do it in our own way and let us save the innocent!

Dear John...

horror! horror! haha..pakwan's lines during one of our drama presentation back in kuantan.. err why do i start my entry with that actually? maybe becuase i miss my friends or pakwan so much! auw! comrades! (especially suria, didi n gpak ; the novel worms!).. just want to point out that i've proudly finished reading "dear john" by nicholas sparks in less than a month. whish is my personal record for the time being in novel reading. so, i command y'all to buy the book and read it bcos the story is interesting! a tale of unconditional love and friendship... haha! love story of course! hmmm... i must say that i am proud of myself for sticking and treasuring the book and make my own novel-reading record! clap2! heeeee :)

no reason

i have no reason for this entry...just want to immortalise one of the precious memory i've shared with my fren...no matter how we have changed..the friendship we own will always remain the same..hopefully..btw we are the same saikos as we were before! lets keep it that way ok babe! heee..peace!

SAYA DITANDA!

being tagged in malay kene tanda la kan? izzit? yo yo yo! salaammm...it's been a while since i wrote my last entry right! i reckon some kind of disease has attacked me to stop me from blogging for a while -disease kunun, ckp je la malas!. the disease is still lingering inside me tho..haha. since miss pjoybeepsy has tagged me, let us answer the question together :

1) do you think you're hot?
nope. i am the cool type.in every sense.haha

2) upload your favourite picture of you

class of saikos

two of the saikos

3) why do you like that picture?
pic #1, #2: actually i like all pictures that i have in my collection. those two pictures remind me of my gud old days with the saikos..haaa...mish them all...

4) when was the last time you ate pizza?
last ramadhan during breakfast. i'm not that fond to pizza.

5) the last song you listened to?
arti sahabat by nidji - kinda like this song and oso hate this part by PCD(sy x tiru awk ye encek beepsy!)

6) what are you doing right now besides this?
download lagu, burn cd

7) what name would you prefer besides yours?
marina ( a tribute to my fren nelly dalila who owez called me lidya marina.mane tah die dapat name tu.men bedal je)

sape lagi dah yg tertinggal untuk diTAG

1.rashidah rashid
2.wan rajifah wan ab.rahman
3.suria hani ibrahim
4. errr..xramai kawan kah aku????arrr tidakkkk!!!! ahh persetankan! haha

8) who is number 1?
one of my bestfwen who got married recently to SZ, tho we only get closed to each other xsmpai one year pown lagi, feels like we have known each other long2 time ago.it's the truest miracle one can experience in friendship when you treasure it! (ape ayat aku neh????)

9) number 3 is having a relationship with?
men...v w X y Z.....am i rite suria hani? haha


12) who is number 2?
a dear fwen of mine yg x tinggi2.hehe. during our college years, she used to be my partner in any group assignment. i missed those moments so verryyy much Gip! jum kite bergroup lagi! nnt u bleyh lokes2! heee

that's all....sape2 yg dh kne tag sile alert ye! sape2 beminat nk buat juge sile2