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welll9! i'm back comrades! hefno time seyesly to updet ths thing.uhuh.. well just want to share one of the most memorable event i had during my absence... check it out!

on our way toPangkor! ni dlm plane yg leh jalan atah air!

if u look closely the scene behind us, batu tu bntuk ikan paos!

ni uma tumpangn tmpt kami menginap! oke tmpt tu..besh!

bersiap untuk berperang!

ikan kat tmpt snorkel tuh! gle byk!!!!!!!!! geli!!!!!!!!!

snorkelling best amat!

i'll never forget this moment!


kat pangkor laot resort! santek!

nk balik dah!

well got to go! tetibe student i masok pnggil soh masok kelas! c ya later! best g pangkor!

unexpected things might come knocking ur door..so be prepared!

assalamualaikum w.b.t...it was a long time ago since i wrote my last entry.been quite bz these days.hmm..as life goes on many thngs had happened to me.especially towards the end of 2007. well i've started my nu career - bleyla ckp cmtu eventho i might not doing this permenantly- as a lecturer - poyo sey ckp kt cni..huhu- at uitm sri iskandar.i was suffering a cronic nervous breakdown the day i steepd my feet there.ye la.sy kn budak baru kat situ.uhhu..alhmdlilalh everything went well and smoohtly on my first day though some of my students called me teacher.okela tu.budak2..layan ajo..owh..btw..i made nu frens oso there which is oso renting the same house with me, they are baini n didi. didi was my classmate back to s.a. but we were only kwn hi2 bye2 kat klas. i never tot that both of them will be my fren dan kami agk attachd to each other skang ni.we live in the same house in perak,share the same office and share the same car..pendk kate mmg mane2 kt perak kitorng bertige.how life can b very unpredictable kn! for the first time we celbrated 2008 nu year toghther! another unexpected event..huhuhuh.. so far..we havent face any problem yet..we r kewl toghter i can say..recently, on the 3rd jan..sy berlari plak ke k.l,sb ade intrviu..after having a long day..i arrived safely at pau's residence at 2a.m on the 3rd jan.bgn kol 5.30 tok gi intrviu at 8.30a.m.chaotic rite!...hmmm...
so much thing had happened in a short time which make me thinks life can b very2 unpredictable.some of us r are fated to face the winding road and some of us are fated to face the simple road..anything can hapened to us..just be prepared and dun be so sure on one thing bcos we mite end up being one of the victim and get severly frustrated..if we are..redhalah dgn ketentuan Qada' dan Qadar..alaways believe that there'll be rainbow after the rain... stakat itu saja sesi motivasi hari ini..
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untuk sehari lagi...

the below poem is produced by me last wik.ingt nk post aritu tpi terlupe..the poem is dedicated to my beloved friends.. so enjoy it!

For one more day…

Days come and go

still I can’t let go the thoughts of you.

The pouring rain ached my heart

by it’s single drop on the roof

The memory keeps lingering

As I realize

How shamed it was to waste

Every second we had before

We used to laugh, to cry, to share

everything

But there were times we just left things

unspoken…

It all has gone away…

No more YOU

No more ME

No more US…

Regression of the

wasted chances

and disregard appreciations

Become the remembrance of my day…

Though...I’ve learned that

The destiny has bring us together

The destiny has done us apart…

If only I could have one more day…

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kebenda tah ni! dun ask me!

suda lame tidak membuang mase di sini.log in je tros kene wat mende yg bernama "TAG" ni. thanks to u beeps!lets check it out!

"The Rules:

1. Link to your tagger and post these rules.
2. List eight (8) random facts about yourself.
3. Tag eight people at the end of your post and list their names (linking to them).
4. Let them know they’ve been tagged."

8 maklumat tentang saye (byk wei 8 tu!) :

1. seperti yg diketahui ramai sy ni pendiam n pemalu.muahahaha.xcaye ask my fren la!

2. sy ni ske simpan je my feelings deep inside me...hermm..ade pros and cons..tpi sy selese demikian..

3. kalo sy marah sy diam je...tu mksudnye sy tgh marah ye kwn2..gpak was the first person who say this fact out loud! :P

4. sy ske outdoor activities..memancing..camping..futsal..bedminton (chong wei mmg a dem gud palyer!)..lawnbowl..kayaking..dll..

5. sy alergik kpd nasi goreng cendawan..i figured it out 2years ago kot..time tu sy mkn nasi tu kat wira sejati 18..first time mmg sy ingt sy tersilap mkn ke ape..tpi bile scond time pon saye puke afta mkn bende tu..sy trus stop cite2 utk try lagi..eeeeeee

6. i'm left handed..so bkn salah saye kalo saye x pakar sngt wat straight line or kalo my hand writing xbape cantik..muahahahaha

7. i've drowned 3times in my life..sume pon mase sy kecik dulu..1st time mase umo 4 5 taon kot..ikot my dad gi sg kelantan..mancing..2nd n 3rd time mase skola rendah.sume pon kat sg kelantan...alhmdulillah umo sy panjang...so semase berumo 22taon sy telah menyertai kelas renang! yayyy!!!!

8. finally...emmm...saye ade 12 org siblings..sy number 4, n 3 ekor kucim saiko kat uma saye.itu saje.sekian..

malas la nk tag kan org..uhhu..sy nk post poem plak..okke!!!!
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What would U do? (another wh-Question..hehhe)

frankly..i wrote this blog few days bfore..errrr..okke

when i was sitting on the couch - of course at my home- this particular thots jumpd out from my memory box a.k.a kotak memori which made me a feel a bit down (dgn nada berbisik..which means that the tots really hurt me deeply..uuuuu..scary...)

cam nk becerite plak..it's my blog..ske ati la kn..the story begin like this..once upon a time..nahh..cliche! cani actually, i have known this particular indvd, so called a fren, for quite a few years.from not knowing anything about each other, we developed to be so closed..ye ke????..ragu2 skit..tpi biaselah..time passd by ppl change..so do us..Why do all good things come to an end.best lagu tu! u shud listen to it!

of course many things cntributed kpd kerenggangan kami..i'm not blamin anyone for this..it's to explain this actually bcos ppl wouldnt undsrtand what has really happen actually..to make it short..canila that person above lemme name that person "A"...has tortured my feeling so much..a mite b unconcious with the action..but sumtimes A gone beyond the limit and i cant take it! see i've told ya our predicament is complicated!
as i said earlier the things that A 've done which hurt me badly is when A start talking bad about my family! A ngumpat my family to toher person and thaht person told me.huh! A dun have the rite to do so eventho A knew me for years.A never knoe how my family is..like the saying u never know others cndition until u wear the same shoes! to talk bad on others family is a bad bad bad bad bad attitude to be practiced! xyah pon..u dun have to do that. MYOB is netter rite?
well what have i done with A?..hmmmphhh...i've done notin except for keeping evrytin to myself...hmmm..but in way i punished A..cey ye ye je..A is still my fren but i nver let that friendhip room in my heart for A..you got what i mean rite???yeaahhh....at firsti feel like killng A when i knew the story..but as i think deeper..no use in doing that..nothing going to change..thing has happened..i hope it happened for a reason..huhhu..btw it's A's lost and waste.not mine.hahha...self console tol..A never treasure and appreciate me as a fren kot..so y bother???no use to hold a grudge lagipon...no use...ignoring A is the best action to do! yayyyy!! yup kitorng still keep in touch but what A has done reallt taught me a lesson..to b someone more patience and more rational..i think..hahha..i'm at fault too i think..it's better to reflect everything back at me first before i blame anyone else...well it really improved my self, makes me feel better...i always ask myself..am i doing the right thing??? hard to answer rite??? i know..well lets embrace the truth! no use living in denial!let bygone be bygone..i'll always rmmber the tragedy as a reminder!..lets make the world a better place to live! hahhhaaa..bnynye mmbebel!
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these are the best days..

yep yep yep! da lime taon berlalu tnp kusedari-tipu la xsedar-...those years are part of meaningful moments in my life i have to say..sigh..i will surely miss everytihng dem much!!! sy ingt lgi the day sy g reg as a Pre-Tesl studnt kat jengka. that was once in a life time xperience being there for one "tremendous" week hahhhaaa!!! bongok tol kn kite kene bgn pgi2 kol 3 4 pastu mandi plak dlm bathroom yg tade lampu! da la sy ni takot gelap tpkse la bwk torchlite mandi skali..well the memory was sweet tho..i still rmmber pjoyBeeps pinjam hp sy sb nk call mak die time tgh gtong royong bersihkn blok sape2 ntah..iskh!! wajen nye kite!

being at sekilau was another great happy moment in my life!!!!Gowd!!!bgn pgi2 pgi bekfest kt dining..ade Bob nad Heri botak..hahha..beratur tpi pagar tu memalam bli mknan..gi men boling tgk wayang kat megamall..gi piknik kat t.c..iskh..it was raining time kite balik jalan kaki rerami tuh..huk9..heeee me,liza kurus,ceda and nana ug kene pggil ngn pakguard sb wat bising tgh2 malam kat bilik ostel..they urged us to bediri kat tgh2 padang memalam tu..tpi diorng x wat pon!!! hahha!!!herm those were the days then..

kat s.alam pon best jgk..wpon xbest sgt..hehhe..we r more matured here..keknun nk study sgt la tu.hahha!lepak2 kat kafe..men badminton malam2 kat hostel dulu (ira yammies and pjoybeeps was our loyal supporter then..diorng tgk kat tingkap je pon..hehhe).. went to p.d was fun fun fun..emph..nk cite ape jadik sepanjang 5 taon ni mmg xabes...many ups and downs have been thru..the sweestest thing is i stayed and lived with the same group (of cos the fab 6-us-me suria gpak ceda manje n nala) thrughout these years..we've shared many ups and downs toghter..gowd!!!! da windu kat sume2 dah!!!! sob2..the song (in courtesy of iraYammies) below are dedicated to all of u guys!!! dgn ingtan tulos iklas..OUT

With everything I've ever done

I'd give it all to everyone

For one more day

Another night I'm waking through

Another door I walk into

I can't break

And it's a winding road

And it's a long way home

So don't wait

For someone to tell you it's too late

Cause these are the best days

There's always something tomorrow

So I say let's make the best of tonight

Here comes the rest of our lives

I count the steps

The distance to

The time when it was me and you

It's so far gone

Another face,

Another friend,

Another place,

Another end,

But I'll hang on

And it's a winding road

And it's a long way home

So don't wait

For someone to tell you it's too late

Cause these are the best days

There's always something tomorrow

So I say let's make the best of tonight

Yeah, let's make the best of tonight

Here comes the rest of our lives

Rest of our lives

What's the FUSS???

i've been thinking and experiencing this kind of uneasiness for quite too long...err what am i trying to say ekceli..read further then..lemme ask u and myself of course..how do you deal with sumthing? do you take as what it is or do you ask for more? or keep comparing this with that and etc. still cant see what i mean rite? the example is as simple as this..r u a brand concious? me myself sumtimes a brand concious..but sumetimes ppl tend to be so obsessed and reject some product bcos it is a local brand..have u ever xperiencd that one?WHAT'S THE FUSS actually???well we r exposed to that kind of mindset evry milisecs i guess.so we r the product of society huh?? duhhh!!! same goes with some other aspects such as eating place, job,car,etc.

we keep searching for standard and class - no harm in doing that bcos it's the way we improve our live and if we deserve it-but remember that sometimes we shud just go with flow, take chances and be less choosy..heheee..we're just ordinary ppl, we dont know which way to go..
so lets enjoy the view and smell the fresh breeze..hahha!!!
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